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My name is Sawahhhh.I love you Mtang. Remember,you can only stop loving me when im 58.Remember my birthday:D.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
the ways you made me feel alive.

just sent mervyn downstairs.saw aunty,uncle,ka-che and marcus..i miss them sooooo much!past few weeks i felt like a part of me was missing.it was them..they never fail to brighten up my day.(: mervyn came down this morning..cos i asked him to.i wanted to talk to him..BUT.that brother of mine kept on irritating us.when we slept he disturbed us like crazy.i kept on screaming at him cos i didnt want mervyn to be disturbed while he was sleeping..wah.my voice gone case already.tired actually.but it was fun:) sidetrack. i dont know why but nowadays,mervyn and i would finish the day off by somehow,quarreling.petty fights or what.. but im just so glad he came over today to spend time with me.he looked like an angel when he was asleep.hehe.

i think i am trying too hard to get back to what we first were.without the constant quarreling and all. like i said..the damage is just too much.

im so glad that he's sensible enough not to hang out with farhan and sanjeev all.cos really,im disappointed in sanjeev.i always thought he was like a big brother whom i could look up to and turn to but now he's different. i tried talking to him so many times,like i hope you and mervyn can go back to what you guys were,so close.together with bryan h. little did i know..he must have told farhan all bout it. im sorry mervyn..i just wanted you to have your good friend back.

i've never felt this way about anyone.the feeling of wanting him so much and giving him all you can. im sorry for everything and every little damage i caused. my sorrys arent going to put us back together again,i dont think they mean anything to you anymore. thinking about all these every single day from the moment i wake up to the time i fall asleep,is driving me crazy deep down inside.
believe me,i do love you wholeheartedly.

sigh,i really dont feel like going to sentosa tmr.the only thing im looking forward to are steffi and jac! weehee.