just woke up not long ago from a short nap. haiya.......should i go back to sleep now? i dont want to. i want to wait till mervyn sleeps then i'll sleep cos i doubt i'll be seeing him tmr. and he'll be gone the next day already.YESSSS. THAT'S VERY SUCKY. i'll be all alone..guess what? i asked steffi out again next week. i know i shouldn't have but i seemed so desperate for some company and i could sense the reluctance in her voice. obviously she'd rather hang out with her group. i went to jp's blog and they had so much fun during christmas,the most fun they've ever had i guess. but HOORAY, i had the best christmas. and a very fufilling and memorable one at that. i got to help out at the childcare center,gained alot from there within a few hours,stayed with mervyn throughout the night. what more could i ask for?

i just hope we'll countdown together on new year's eve:) i know you havent been spending time with the guys but i really want new years day with you.please please??

oh lord.... i need to keep my 27 to 31 filled with activities in order for me not to pine for baby always. i tell you,it is very dreadful to pine for someone. you'll get all emo nemo. not good. k, 27 i think nothing's on. 28 i think so too?maybe to PP as usual with daddy ard. 29,mummy's off day. hopefully she'll take me to get my jeans and a bag. and sneakers. 30th, Glamourshots!! i hope to take one with mervyn someday,maybe before he goes for NS. 31st..MY BABY'S COMING BACK!!

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