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Saturday, March 21, 2009

if only,i had an invisible cloak,i'd use it to steal money.lol

so hello,good afternoon. i was really sleepy and annoying brother woke me up at 11=( i only slept like 4..my head's in pain...rahh.anyways, i was just thinking about how much things have changed around me and idk why but only now can i feel that mervyn genuinely loves me. not that i didnt before,i did,but i was still very insecure,here and there. but today, i feel at peace. its like we're both even closer than before and we said it'd be hard to go back to what we once were,remember we said that the last time we broke up? look at us now, closer than before and im happy=) but i hope that this happiness wont last for a while only..i really really love you for what you are right now.thats what makes me feel so safe. serious!! im so afraid you'll change.

nyways!shaun's so annoying!!!ahh. he keeps on saying im cute when he's younger than me???! hahahah. and mama came just now and said that we're all useless and that what for i study, cause i used to go for tuition all last year still fail..oh wells, cant blame her. i was doing math..!
gonna finish one year's paper 1 and then chem and bio. i really wanna go to the zoo with the kids,with bb and aunty and krystal. =)

WAH.annnnnnnoying! my brother keeps on peeping at what im blogging,even my diary also. wahhlau. why liddat one. huhuhuhu.

just a thought,if i had a million dollars,i'd pay my nanny to settle her stuff,go to philippines to rest,give money to mummy and daddy to feed shaun and chloe and pay off their debts, give money to aunty mei and uncle jimmy,give some to marcus and krystal esp marcus,so that he'll stop harassing aunty for money and there'll be peace in that home. and of course,my one and only BAOBAO. buy a car for him,hopefully there's still enough,wait,maybe pay by instalments so that i'll migrate to america,somewhere less crowded and peaceful filled with nice people. i'll bring him along if he wants to. probably study or start working over there. IF I HAVE SOMEMORE MONEY,i'll bring bryan heng and sanjeev over. just away from singapore cause it's just too much and too stressful. oh yes! and my dog!and yung's dog.


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