why did you have to cancel our relationship on facebook?everyone does that all the time. i thought you were different.. you wanna let everyone know is it? youre happy if that happens?

finn talked to me on msn and said i dont sound too good and all i said im good. and he said hope that things will get better for me. then he asked about school and life all so i just replied. dont want to talk to him anymore la. but it feels good cause i feel like i dont even know him at all,but one thing's for sure,im never gonna say sorry to him. i dont even feel anything for him or bryan anymore,even if they talk nice to me and all,im not gonna feel anything for them. instead,im pushing them away. i just want you to know.

meeting nanny tomorrow..around 12.30pm. then,i guess i'll go see a doctor cause i've been having chest pains on the right side. it hurts alot and it's always the same spot.sigh,i hope i wont have to pay much..

i feel like im at my wits end but i gotta change to get mervyn back or at least,show him that im worthy of him cause right now,he really seems to detest me. sigh,nvm. i already told him what i wanted him to know and the things that i promised and swore to him,i'll change really soon. im really awake now. thank you though,mervyn..you made me stronger.=) i just hope aunty and uncle wont know..cause i still want to prove to you that i can be a good girlfriend.

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