hello hello. im happy today:) first thing's first, i finally told mervyn my deepest secret ever. nah he wouldnt understand how much i went through either unless he asks my family. i remember walking around in pri school with a huge gap in my mouth and mothers kept on asking whats wrong with this child. i remember how humiliating those times were. but right now, i seriously dont care if he leaves once he knows how fugly i am. my fault for not telling him earlier and also, i'll know his true colours if he leaves so yupyup. such a huge burden is lifted.


and melanie ,my partner for the next 2 days..and i had the best conversation since i started working at babyware. sales was really bad. oh wells. she talked to me about relationships and all. like cheryl,she too told me about ns. like the cons of having an ns boyfriend, she told me like why dont i find one who's going for ORD soon? i was like..noooooo. and she told me once they got POP (i still dunno whats that),they'll definitely go clubbing. and she told me whatever happens in the club,stays in the club. well she's 20 ald. she smokes also..she went for smoke break and i was in the shop alone..then she told me about her exes and the guys chasing after her..and it's really complicated. of course i was scared when she told me about the ns guys thing but..if we have to break up then yea.. he said i must be there to stand by him when he falls,i will and i can. but if he doesnt stop straying..i'll wash my hands off him. she also asked what will i do if i found out my bf was cheating on me. so i told her my answer. so poor thing,she got cheated by her bf. sigh..life's hard.

Anyways! i planned what to do next year already. i plan to take my early childhood dip and continue dancing. huhuhu. bye

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