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My name is Sawahhhh.I love you Mtang. Remember,you can only stop loving me when im 58.Remember my birthday:D.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i like working at babyware but it's not that i really like it..like how mervyn loves his job. and especially on days like these, i just feel like giving up working cause i feel like im such a burden,but truth is, im really in pain. and only one person makes me feel wanted to work there and thats yanru. i dont know where is my heart when im working. but then again, it's just a part time job and the most imp thing i need to do now is study. but i worry here and there,that mervyn and i will not get to spend time together and all before he gets into ns. im living each day like tomorrow's the last day of my life.

i know one day he'll leave,it may be anytime soon or who knows when.. that day will be the day that im alone. I NEED TO FIND SOMETHING to do that i love. honestly,i was happy i got to work at tampines cause at that very moment when he received the call that he was employed, i felt that i had nothing to hold on to. thats why im happy i got a job and also,to earn money so that i can give nanny. this is TRULY the worst year of my life, i think. im struggling with life..i need to stand up on my own two feet.