always.

Monday, June 29, 2009

beautiful Sunday.

hello! woke up an hour late this morning. supposed to wake up at 7am cause mervyn wants me to go over and sleep beside him.haha! i tried on like 3 outfits before i chose what i wanted to wear. no clothes..oh wells.haha. reached his place at around 9.50 i think. no one was up yet except for uncle jimmy. so i went to lie beside mervyn and ended up falling asleep after greeting him. hehe. and i fell off the bed,again. *falling down..* hehe. had to scratch his back,tickle his tummy,hands..then he fell asleep again. so cute.

this looks like him when i dont wanna scratch his back for him.

*wow,that breath.*

kar che and i wore white and we were both very tanned. aunty sat in between both of us and said she felt very bright cause she wore orange. hehe. i was excited to see how jiejie helen looked, cause according to mervyn,she looks like nanny!:) indeed she does. but,she's like the fortunate version of my nanny. when she hugged mervyn,im sure mervyn felt like tearing,maybe a little. but definitely. he loves her a lot:) they were all very happy and they reminisced the past and it felt great. esp mervyn hugging marcus outside their home in Memphis,i thought that was hilarious..haha. and the fact that marcus actually knelt down and begged uncle not to cane him. but he seems so different now. it was very fruitful and all..i felt very happy.

i love it when they are sitting down together as a family..hopefully marcus too. if one of them isnt around,i'd feel weird. like when i heard krystal's not coming back till june 2010,i was like what! so long?? she laughed. she said i could go visit her. how i wish i could visit America! and when i heard aunty will be alone at home cause uncle will be following krystal to U.S first..then aunty will go in dec..i sighed. and mervyn will be in camp. who will i spend christmas with? my family seems dead and everyone's in their own world.

apart from all the problems i face at home,all the gossips about someone who's purely innocent and i really wanna voice out for her real soon, yeah apart from all these, im very thankful to God that i have the Tangs. i felt wanted. i felt really fortunate and happy. it's a blessing,they are,mervyn is. i pray that mervyn will never change because his parents love him so much for how he behaves right now,so sensible,so matured. and he's also a wayy better boyfriend and best friend. should i lose this mervyn, i think i'll be extremely lost. he has become a part of me since the day he held my hand. Thank you lord!:) hehe. i feel so silly,but i dont care.

dont take them away from me..and i really wish that nanny will be free soon. my parents are the worst examples you can probably find. no money,still dabble in shares. losing money. i get only $8 a month,but it's okay cause i wanted to get myself and ipod touch. i just pray they stop brainwashing shaun.

forget Hawaii. too expensive. Boracay Island for my honeymoon! :)


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