stuck with each other.

i just finished pad hunting. cause i found it embarrassing if uncle saw me buying pads and he was going to pay for it..so i just said i wanted the milk tea. so here i am at home,searching for pads everywhere and i found 2!!hehe. anyways, i think my brother is really cute. i could tell he was really happy to se mervyn again this morning even though he made a hell lot of noise. and i found out that he put "ICANTWAITFOR KELONG! YIPPEE!" as his pm on msn. hahah.
Father's Day is on Sunday and i havent gotten anything for uncle jimmy. i got daddy his present before he left. i shall go see what can i get for uncle..and i really didnt like troubling uncle to send me home cause he and aunty would be tired by then and..i can go home on my own. but still,i really want to say a huge huge thank you for sending me home all the time. i feel really bad.

and, i feel really really bad for mervyn cause i ate so little and he was so full he didnt eat dinner that uncle bought..and so he has to eat the oyster omelette with chicken rice now when he's so sososososooso full..im so sorry. Yesterday was a huge misuderstanding. I thought that when he said this,he meant that. but he didnt. He actually told jeev that he doesnt want to anymore. but i dont want it to be like i force him you know,i also dont want to control your this and that. And i dont want you to stop just because my lungs cant take it i want you to stop,cause you genuinely want to stop. aiya you get my point.

my eyes are so itchy every night and they get so painful in the morning like theyre swollen.

i had a lovely day with you love. thank you so much. and though at first i didnt want you to come, im glad you did. im sorry for being so damn silly all the time. why!am i sooo stupid.

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