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Sunday, July 19, 2009

it's alright its ok

oh no..i wonder what wrong did i do. or am i thinking too much?im so worried. mervyn told me that aunty wants to bring me to church on Sunday but when i smsed her whether it was still on around 5 plus,she didnt reply. then i smsed again to confirm at 11 still no reply. i wonder if everything's okay. oh wells,which means another boring day at home. study,computer,eat,sleep,sit by my phone waiting for at least one person to sms me. sigh..so lifeless. i really have to study hard.... i teared when i couldnt figure out a math question. then after eating, my mind was cleared and i was able finish one Paper 1. im going to wake up at 7.30 later on to study again. need to start on other subs.

i wonder what time will mervyn be back. he told me that he wants me to be at his place when he comes home but how?? anyways, was talking to steffi on the phone just now. we were talking about friends and she was like "Ya lah! why you no friends now ah?ahahhahahaha.

I NEED TO GET MY 5 O LEVEL CREDITS...EARLY CHILDHOOD,MY OWN SHOP,KIDS,DOGS.CAR,HOUSE,VACATION..oh wait,GOOD HUSBAND.I REALLY PRAY. GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY. MAKE ME WISER AND STRONGER. I HATE BEING A WORRY WART. i should stop talking to myself. goodnight world.


My name is Sawahhhh.I love you Mtang. Remember,you can only stop loving me when im 58.Remember my birthday:D. November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Sunday, July 19, 2009 it's alright its ok oh no..i wonder what wrong did i do. or am i thinking too much?im so worried. mervyn told me that aunty wants to bring me to church on Sunday but when i smsed her whether it was still on around 5 plus,she didnt reply. then i smsed again to confirm at 11 still no reply. i wonder if everything's okay. oh wells,which means another boring day at home. study,computer,eat,sleep,sit by my phone waiting for at least one person to sms me. sigh..so lifeless. i really have to study hard.... i teared when i couldnt figure out a math question. then after eating, my mind was cleared and i was able finish one Paper 1. im going to wake up at 7.30 later on to study again. need to start on other subs. i wonder what time will mervyn be back. he told me that he wants me to be at his place when he comes home but how?? anyways, was talking to steffi on the phone just now. we were talking about friends and she was like "Ya lah! why you no friends now ah?ahahhahahaha. I NEED TO GET MY 5 O LEVEL CREDITS...EARLY CHILDHOOD,MY OWN SHOP,KIDS,DOGS.CAR,HOUSE,VACATION..oh wait,GOOD HUSBAND.I REALLY PRAY. GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY. MAKE ME WISER AND STRONGER. I HATE BEING A WORRY WART. i should stop talking to myself. goodnight world. 1:18 AM ·